I was having a stroll with my wife in Pasaris, after our dinner in the food court... I saw a man with a scar in his face seems like a man suffering from cancer, i felt sorry for the man and felt misrable as I have been smoking for a long long time what makes me more misrable is that i have a family to feed and none of them in my family has a capacity to earn a decent living by their own. So i should and must leave long... because of this reason I told my wife that i am stressed out and I need a cigg to calm, she said is it needed can u not avoid it, i said i cannot and i smoked my cigg..
However while i was smoking i was talking to my wife and discussing about the illeffects of smoking in and around our family only. She started talking about his family and discussed how her uncles are suffering because of smoking....I said I am not those kind of people who smoke for no reason, i said i only smoked when i m provoked my some way, she suggested that self analysis is very smoothing and self relaxing... She recommended me to write diary so that i can jot down my experience and drain my bad energy and turn it into positive enerygy
So i have thought to keep writing my blog when ever and where ever possible most probably in future we would have internet all ways it would not be the case like we have to sit before a PC to connect to internet so I would be blogging all those feeling in this URL.....
As of now i am not able to share this blog with any one, but later it would be available for every one.
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