These criteria to meet before u can smoke

1. Any fight like Sisodia at corporate life
2. Job loss or fired
3. intense fight with wife like in GIANT.
4. Intense scolding from father or relatives.
5. Running about hospitals for any blood relations.


In no other condition can u smoke.

week end passed by

My first week end passed by and with 1 cigg in each day... I am not so haapy with it...Today is monday and I have taken 2 cigg and not come in my bicycle so it is bad... nee dto do something regarding this

i m an addict

I was suffering from a bad throat infection yet i consumed 3 cigarete.....Why i do so...

anyways my sore throat is too bad now.... i could not sleep the whole night
and i am planning to visit the doctor for some cure...I want this day to be last day when i have ever smoken a ciggarette...........I want every one to be proud of my me and my inner strength...I can demand such respect, if i can leave ciggy and give a damn to fucker sisodia ..

I m not happy with my personal performance

1. I smoked today for no reason I should have stopped it.... Please donot do so in near future
2. I have not been able to find how to start with a non JSF page to a JSF page. I need to get it cleared by end of day. Only thing that would be there is the object in user Scope.

4th day still 2 Ciggarette a day

today is not a nice day as I have already spend more than 2 times I feel sick regarding why I did ok i as a policy i have to write why did I smoke. First is when i saw guy on street with out a leg i felt sorry i thought why he ever had to amputate his legs ......2nd one was because Prakash borred me to hell so I smoke I should know how to handle.....

3rd day not bad

Few good things are happening,
1. I have just taken 1 cigg
2. I have a ulser in mouth so would not talk much or eat today.
3. Ihave moved to a place where I can see all and others are believing this is my place.
4. One good thing i can see all others from this place and know who is concentrating on which all areas.

Few Bad things around me:
1. I still have a early morning bleeding of gums but when i put it to hankerchief if would not stain as red but strain it as yellow. and also does not smell like blood.
2. I also have a small giddiness feeling in myself. Specially if I walk.
3. I would be giving today as a day with no food.

Few pending things:
1. I have to have my PET scan done in Chennai and need to understand why was there a period of such high blood pressure and how did the body come out of it and what is really happening inside..........if the doctor have any clue about it.

PLAN Changes and to do:
1. Today is 18th of September tommorow I would be paying my fees, i still feel that the fees are too high as compared to the rewards they provide, however I am left with no option other than doing that doing it like Agarwal did. Remember I would like to have my own IPO so that i can get money from others.
2. We have a meeting on the GCAP probably it is my turn to deliver my stuff. I have to get the things deliver in plan simple application. which would then be mapped with other places. Please ensure that the least is required from others.

2nd Day and going is good

This is the second day for the contineous improvement plan, I am happy with the development I have come to office on cycle and have not smoke or begged for ciggarette today... So going ahead I would like to continue comming in cycle... or take up the gym in office it is really expensive in india we used to get gyms for around 12000 Rs here it is around 30,000 rs annual fees but yes the gyms are clean and have suna and swimming pool and other facility now I donot have cash to pay them if I make any money in stock market then I would be paying the money to after PET.

So what is todays plan, I mean long term my plan is keep writing this and keeping others know what I feel good and bad about and also Ihave few more changes in the lifestyle changes like drinking more than 12 cups of water before I leave for home, and atleast 5 cups of green tea.....
I plan to eat at least 100gms of fruits daly like an apple or two oranges or a slice of watermelon or a slice of papaya... but atleast 100 gms daily.

One more thing that have changed here in office is that I have taken one more corner place in office that is Agarwals place as he has left the organisation.... This place is nice as I could see every one, specially my manager and more important than any one mohan, So from here I keep an eye on every one and quietly keep moving on the path of progress.

Regarding the job plan.... Recently i have been reading few articles from my favorite author named robert kiyoski http://au.blogs.yahoo.com/richricher/61/thinking-big-is-the-best-plan in this article he said one thing "The person with the better plan wins" this is like a pinch to me I realised that i never thought about the same...So i thouht of having a plan... My plan includes to have close tie but with a watch on other So akash place is much better and slowly keep moving up..

My strength is my technology
My weak ness is my personal contacts in the organisation.
My best weapon in the org is the tool skill that I can attain quietly and win over others and them with my hidden agenda of CFA.